Possible direction

I've been stationary all day, feeling strangely weak and confused by how easily the rain makes me want to do nothing. Wet. Cold. Normally I am unfazed, but today, no thank you.

Listening to a long, somewhat rambling pod-cast on the subject of personal development. The speaker says from the beginning that it is unplanned. He starts the hour thinking about the nature of death and impermanence, and concludes by suggesting we are all essentially spiritual beings who have come to strengthen ourselves in our alignment with truth, love, and power.

One of those rare moments when it seems like I've heard something worthwhile.

But damn. That looks like a really long road.